Another Assessment
I passed the ATS-W. ATS-W, by the way stands for “Assessment of Teaching Skills – Written.” It was the last hurdle besides basic lost paperwork, etc, etc, etc. When I found out that I had passed the CST- English and LAST, I jumped up and down screaming but this time, I just called a friend’s mom, and slothed it out. I have been feeling a little bit down on myself lately; rather I have been having some pretty edgy mood swings, and I haven’t the foggiest idea how to handle them.
I hazard that part of this comes from the fake that I am getting a certification in an area where there is no state-defined “shortage.” I even looked at the “Job Opportunities” back in Littleville but it lists like half a job. In fact only a 4’3 midget would qualify for that.
If I could muster the effort, I would play “Losing My Way” by Justin Timberlake on the media player. The quality of sadness, but longing for some sort of help from whatever god there maybe, well yeah, I’m totally feeling it.
I need a Deus Ex Machina.
