Allocation. (Poetry)

Allocation.

Because I can see and think straight
despite my mind
being infatuated and twisted
(with your intent or love.)
These things I write
to one day speak.

On trial,
and defending
myself
about the things
I, myself, find important
about others,
and would have
about you-

I, myself, find myself
allocating
sins and crimes that
I committed (with intent)
in the name of Love
or Friendship.
They are not (intentionally)
without chronological
or alphabetical order.

These things I can not
list in order because I
did not do them to list
and any list I
make would not be complete.

There are things I
love, and regret loving.
Things I have needed, wanted
and stolen.
There are breaths and moments
borrowed on time
i can never pay back.

I can only speak
(with love) of the things
I know intimately.
That includes and excludes
things that I fear
or love with intent.
Things I justify and do
not need you to qualify.

There are things-
numerous in quantity,
that I refuse to let you
count so that you (with love
or intent) can
take away, or resign
to me.

7-12-10

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